(: Just came back after going out with Jasmine.
I waited for her below Blk 164 for 2O-3O mins after she bainian.
Began emoing while thinking back my primary school's life
& that *him* appeared in my thoughts again.
He's a total jerk . I wished I wouldn't get to know him in the first place.
Filled with misery. :x
Put away all the sorrows .
I kept pushing jasmine to come down lol.
Because waited very long le.
Then she come down we blast out songs and talk.
-.- I still can't get my present from her. Forget it ..
& I misses oldman so much T_T
I want Sony Ericsson Z750 ! I heard from jasmine that shirin also wanted that phone.
I'll get it before her hohohoh.
At times . I really want to run out of this house just to have a quiet moment.
He just kept smoking & causes the house to pollute with his smoke smells.
It really stinks. =/ & seeing he kept drinking beer getting drunk .
Smoke & smoke & smoke.
When it was my birthday every year he'll ask me ; What's your birthday wish?
I'll always say ; My birthday wish is that you will quit smoking & don't drink beer.
& he'll say ; Okay .. I try .
This time my sis will say ; You said that everytime yet you've done nothing to it.
He ; *laughs* hard what ..
The worst part was when he's always drunk he'll start pointing fingers to people.
Like he don't like my sis piercing her ear & he'll say what ; don't follow your friend.
Saying that it's obvious he's saying her. Say till so obvious for what ?
& another thing is that he kept quarreling with my mom when he's drunk.
Like last sunday night .. walau that one I don't want to mention it.
:x im always thinking that ; What if one day they divorce ?
I must think far from it ! I don't want a new dad or mom coming into my house.
That feeling really sucks.
& I really hate that he likes to point fingers at me when we're having dinner & he is drinking beer.
But , I really love this family.
Hope it's alright.
December's Love.